TRAVERSING THE INNER LIMITS
It seems that no matter which direction I turn to, I receive the same message over and over, “Be authentic to who you are.” For the last month I have been trying to rediscover who my authentic self is. For the first part, I discovered a lot of things I wasn’t very pleased with...like feeling angry inside or that my mind was swirling with judgement against those who dared to judge me. For the last month it has taken me much soul searching and courage to rediscover my true nature and I still have quite a way to go to become completely authentic to my true self. Becoming authentic means to take away the layers that we or others have placed over our true selves. By trying to be accepted by others or a solid citizen of society, we become something other than ourselves.
I have for so many years been a chameleon, always trying to fit into what is perceived as normal. It has taken me many many years to fully understand that there is no normal. We are all wearing masks and at times changing those masks to reflect who or what we need to become to feel accepted. Much of the time it really is not our fault that we fall into this trap. For me, I am a domestic violence survivor, adhd/dyslexic and an INFJ personality type. It became a survival instinct to adjust to my surroundings in order to survive the judgement and challenges. But thank Goodness I have been able to move on and heal from these things so that I am able to freely express who and what I truly am...a spiritual being having a human experience. Yes, I am a little out there at times, but let's be honest...so are you and everyone else.
About ten years or so ago, I began blogging. It was still pretty new back then and most people were just testing out the waters of blogging. It was kind of a scary platform to just open yourself up to, especially if you were a paranormal writer or just wanted to talk about things that were off the beaten path. I wound up having two stockers, which turned out to be some guys that lived in my neighbourhood. My excitement to blog became a very negative experience, which opened my inner door to negativity and fear. I stopped blogging and pursued other things.
Now, as I sit here and write, I am excited to say that I am allowing myself to rediscover my passion for blogging and sharing my stories, philosophies, and spiritual woo woo with you all. This is a part of my authentic self. I am a clairvoyant, spiritualist, poet, philosopher, author, paranormal investigator and student of all that is.
Welcome to my blog Traversing The Inner Limits
I am Jakeeta, Daughter of the White Crow.
